Monday, May 21, 2012

One step closer

This afternoon we drove to our IVF clinic and paid them in full. We are officially paid off! Payment is due a week before STIMS are to be started but we paid early. We wanted to get it off our list.

It felt so good to hand over the check. This includes the IVF cycle only. Does not include our meds or the intralipid treatments I have to go through. This is something we have wanted for what seems forever. This brings up so many memories. Memories of when we first started our first IUI to the fourth try. We knew we were never going to give up on this journey no matter what it took. This is something we wanted. Something we carry close to our heart each and every day. We won't let anything stand in our way, we are one step closer. Together we will be brave and hold our hands together on this amazing journey. Our journey.

On the way to pay we were listening to the radio to pass time. A thousand years played and it reminded us what we are reaching for. What we want. Its such a beautiful song and it fits anyone on the emotional roller coaster of trying to conceive. I am so glad I have an amazing wife to go through this with. She is there for me each and every day and I would never want anyone else to share my tears and joys with. 


Tommalie said...

I love that song. I cannot wait to hear from ya'll when you get that positive. This journey really humbles a is full of ups and downs but it is worth every painful second.

Lexi + Sarah said...

Beautiful song! We can't wait either! Crossing our fingers and toes!

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