Wednesday, December 26, 2012

We Caved In....

We did. We caved in even though we said we wouldn't. I mean at first it wasn't hard at all and then 7dp3dt it got hard. I mean hard. It also didn't help that my lovely wife was chasing me with a pee stick. I do believe she is more obsessed with them than me, LOL! So after the nagging and nagging I decided to test. I forgot the nervous feeling you feel waiting for the test to show its face. After waiting the necessary time we both looked up and we saw that stark white background we have been used to seeing for what seems forever.

We then got sad. We cried and then started feeling defeated. I was sad but something told me to not give up yet. We had five days to go there was still hope. I had faith in God that everything would be okay.

8dp3dt (Christmas Eve): Negative (AKA stark white test) We had family coming over and other parties to attend that day. We hosted our Christmas Eve party and by 3 PM everyone was gone. We were getting ready to go to the next party and then Sarah said lets test again. I knew what it was going to say so I said sure as I POAS. As we sat there waiting Sarah picked up the test and she said I see a faint, faint line. I said yeah right. I mean for awhile I felt like we were making up lines! I grabbed the test and brought it to the kitchen where its brighter and sure enough was the faintest line I have ever seen. I mean you had to turn in in the sun to even see it. We were shocked, scared, happy, and excited! We immediately went to Target and stocked up on pregnancy tests. We came home still in shock and smiling like never before. We opened the box and took another test before we left for the party it had only been 2 hours and there was a little bit more of a line. From there on it was a pee stick party and it has been the best feeling ever to see those pregnancy tests get darker and darker.

Even better yet we tested today 10dp3dt on a digital and it came back positive with the word "Pregnant". A word we have been waiting to see for 2 long years. We feel blessed to be at this stage. We have our BETA on Friday at 7:15! Literally 34 more hours until our test! WOWZERS!!!

I have been peeing on sticks left and right on four different brands to be exact. All different brands to confirm what we already know.

I had tried to explain to Sarah that this cycle I have felt completely different. Not just with symptoms I have been feeling an intuition. This feeling has been beyond amazing to feel. Like nothing in the world matters more but keeping these babies safe and healthy.

I have had lots of symptoms since 6dp3dt and it is really just too much to write in tonight's blog! I will make sure to update tomorrow!

Until then I leave you with some photos of our beautiful pee sticks!!!



This literally was the BEST Christmas present EVER!!

14 comments:

Jam 1 said...

Omg yay!!!! Definitely makes for an awesome Christmas I'm sure!

Lexi + Sarah said...

It was a awesome Christmas for sure!!

Anonymous said...

thanks for sharing.

MammaV. said...

I was waiting for this post!!! Yey you guys I'm so happy for you! Enjoy every second, it's going to be amazing!

Amanda Raye said...

Yay!! Congrats!!

non-fat-caramel-does-lesbian-baby-making said...

Huge congrats! It's so lovely to see the line get darker, isn't it!

Jamie And Courtney said...

I was sooo waiting for this post!! I had the best feelings for you and your Chistmas BFP!! I have tears of happiness over here in TN for you both :) Much Love! Keep those babies growing...look forward to your next update! 2013 is the year of babies for sure, I just know it!

Mommy said...

That's amazing!!! Congratulations :) Sending a truck load of super duper sticky dust your way!!!

ivfover40 said...

I am so happy for you two!

nurse BiBi said...

yay!!!! don't even know you and am soooo excited for ya'll!!just reading about your lonnnng journey and seeing this outcome makes me smile! congrats!

Ryann said...

What an amazing Christmas gift. Congratulations to you both!

Ourwayofdoingit said...

Congratulations! That is so wonderful!

Rachael said...

Congratulations, ladies! I am so glad to have found your blog and started following it with such a beautiful start to your lives!

Meela said...

Congrats :). Makes all the hard work worth it. Looking forward to hearing about the beta.

 
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